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MESSAGE #384 - Part 3

QUANTUM MECHANICS,
THE SCIENCE
OF SPIRITUAL ACTIVITY

QUANTUM MECHANICS
THE SCIENCE OF
SPIRITUAL ACTIVITY

Praise the Lord. We have a few more paragraphs of this article by xxxxx x xxxxxx to go over, and there was one paragraph that I read to you in the last part that I did not feel qualified to comment on. I think the lord has given me little insight into it so we will start with this one.

Let me start by asking you a question. Talking about Schrodinger's cat. Would anyone like to tell us what Schrodinger's cat is all about? Anybody up to it?

Answer: It was a thought experiment, and in a box they had a cat and they had a capsule of poison, and they also had a decaying atomic (radioactive) atom. They gave a 50/50 chance that the atom would pierce the capsule and kill the cat and 50% whether it would not pierce the capsule and the cat would stay alive. That is very good. I am just going to add a little something to it.

The experiment had a set time because the radioactive atom was decaying, and it was just a matter of time until it broke the capsule of poison gas. The question was, would this event occur within the set amount of time. Let's say, one hour. We see that Quantum Mechanics is a science of probability. There was a 50% chance that the decaying atom would release the poison gas within one hour and a 50% change that it would not. There is no way of telling if it did or it did not until you open the box and see whether or not the cat is dead or alive, and we equated this to spiritual activity that is going on even in someone's mind or even in the pure realm of the spirit where Jehovah and Jesus is in these days. I shared with you that I get a lot of spiritual communication, but I have never ever seen it manifested in the physical visible world in the way that I thought it would in my mind. So what am I saying? You don't really know what that dream means, or what that vision means, or what that word of knowledge means until it actually happens, until it actually manifests, until it actually appears in this visible physical world. Then you can look at it, and you can say, this is what happened. So what do we get words of knowledge and visions for? Well, if you get it in dreams you just ask the Lord, I say, Lord just help me to understand it, and if someone else is involved I pray for them. If there is danger, I ask that His perfect will be done because whenever he gives you a word of knowledge or a dream of a vision it does not mean that it is necessarily to avoid the event that is being described. Maybe He just wanted you to know so that you could know that He did it when it happens. He is just communicating with you. So this is the relationship between Schrodinger's's experiment, thought experiment with the cat, and spiritual activity. It is just so far everything we have talked about, the principle or the laws of Quantum Mechanics, are describing spiritual activity to the nth degree. As far as my knowledge of spiritual activity, Quantum Mechanics describe them completely.

I would like to read this paragraph to you once again. By the way, we fixed the photocopying machine so if any one wants a copy of this article before you leave, feel free to go in and make it. Let's try this paragraph again. Schrodinger, himself, knew that it is absurd to imagine a cat simultaneously dead and alive. Cats, like all things, are considered to have wave function, but the wave function of a cat. . . .now what does that mean? Cats, like all things, are considered to have wave function. Now remember, a cat or a human being or any animal in this world is an atom or this macroscopic world. Each one of us is an atom of this macroscopic world, and we have subatomic parts. Those would be the organs of our body. Now remember that an atom can behave both as a particle and a wave. When you look at me and you see the borders of my physical body you are looking at a particle of (or?) an atom of this macroscopic world, and I am functioning as a particle, but when I preach to you now or when I pray for you I am functioning as a wave because it is not an activity of my physical body, but it is an activity of my mind which has the power to reach out and touch you. My mind has the power to reach out and touch you. My words are spirit and they are life and they have the power to reach out and touch you. So, we see this paragraph saying that cats like all things are considered to have wave function. A cat is a particle. It has a wave function. What is this saying? I don't even know that this is true. I know what I just told you about human beings that my words are spirit and my words can touch you and that my emotions can touch you, but I have no first hand experience by which I could tell you that cats have a wave function. Cats would not have a spirit, but they would have an animal nature, the animal nature that is commonly know as soul. I am trying not to use that word soul anymore because the word soul in the Old Testament means something different than the word soul in the New Testament. In the Old Testament the living soul is a positive thing. Adam, the immortal Adam, was a living soul. It was a good thing. In the New Covenant, not in the New Covenant, but in the Greek in the New Testament, the English word soul is not describing a living thing. The Greek word that describes a living thing is zoe, and the Greek word that is translated soul is psuche. So, psuche means the animal nature. Psuche in the Greek in the New Testament. We are talking about the animal nature. We are not talking about the immortal living soul. We are talking, actually, about the dead soul. When the soul is alive it is immortal, but when it is dead it is an animal. That's what happened. Did not the glorious Adam, the Son of God, the living soul, die and become an animal? Are we not his descendants? And it is typified in the scripture by the story of Nebuchadnezzar. Did not he go to dwell with the animals? When we separate from the eternal spirit of Almighty God we become animals, and that is what has happened to us. So, I try not to use the word soul because it is confusing. I will say animal nature. So a cat and all animals do have an animal nature, and what they have in existence is a life force, although it is not really life, but they have a life force. Psychics say that animals have auras, that trees have auras. What the animals have as well as humans is a life force which is arising out of whom? Who is the life force, who is the foundation of this world and this existence? Answer: Adam. Sheila: No, Cain is closer but it is just a shade off. Answer: The serpent. The serpent, yes. There is an entity in this world which is called Cain when she is in submission to her husband Abel, and when she is in rebellion against her husband Abel she is called the serpent, and the serpent is the one who has generated this entire world, and she has done it by capturing her husband Abel. She has misused and misformed the substance which is supposed to be forming the visible spiritual world which is in the image of Jehovah. The serpent has stolen it, and she has formed this perverse world. So we see a life force. It is not really an accurate word because the creation is dead, but we do have an existence, and that life force is seen in everything that has existence in this world, animals as well as humans, but humans have something that the animals don't have. What is it that humans have? Answer: Spirit Sheila: Yes, humans have a spirit. There is a big push in our country today, I don't know about the rest of the world, to equalize human beings with animals. Are you aware of that? Dr. Death was on TV the other night, and he was equating human beings to baboons, and of course there is a big push now to use animal organs to replace human organs that are not functioning, so there is a dehumanization of the creation that is among the whole list of things that's going on. We were talking about it off the tape. There are forces trying to tear down nationalism, forces trying to tear down fundamental religion, forces trying to deny that there is any God other than mother earth who is who? Answer: Eve or Cain Mother earth, no, there is no Eve. Cain is close. The other side of Cain? Answer: Abel Sheila: No Answer: The serpent. Sheila: The serpent, yes. The serpent, and she is female, the goddess. She is the goddess. Mother earth. Praise the Lord. So there is this essence that you can see in people. What does it mean? It means that animals have movement, they have existence, and so do human beings. So therefore this Schrodinger's is saying that all things have wave function. As I told you I have no personal experience along these lines, but I think what the man is saying is that the animal has an ability to move outside of it's particle condition. I don't what that means. Are we talking about a cat that is a witch? I don't know what he is really talking about, but I think I can see it a little bit, I could see what he is saying, I just have no personal experience as to a cat performing in a wave function. Do you hear what I am saying? I know what it means for me to act in a wave function. My mind is thinking toward you. O.K. I am moving in spirit, but I am not aware that animals can move in spirit, but maybe they can. Maybe they move in their emotions. I know that animals have fear. Animals experience joy and happiness. Maybe that is what he is speaking about. That is a possibility. I have no first hand knowledge of this. So cats like all things are considered to have wave function, but the wave function of a cat must include the state of every atom in that cat's body. Now, isn't this interesting because what he is saying is that every atom in our body has its own wave function, and then there is one wave function for the body as a whole. Anybody not understand what I just said? Now listen to the significance of this. The whole human race, every man, I use that term generically, male or female you are a man, every man is an atom in this macroscopic world that has a wave function, but also the whole or the totality of humanity has a wave function. That means, what am I saying? Do you remember me mentioning the group mind, the corporate mind, the group mind? Yes. And then I remember reading it earlier, he goes on to say, the decay or survival of a single atom in the cat's body has no appreciable effect on the animal. Do you hear it brethren? If this man dies or that woman dies or if a thousand people die it has no appreciable effect on the whole organism. Can you hear it? The organism exists. A man can live without an arm, can live without a leg. You look a little confused. Are you feeling this anointing or is it just me? I am passing out. God, help me. What are we talking about? We are talking about every individual human being having a wave function. What he is not mentioning here is that the wave function can be negative or positive, and that the organism as a whole functions as a wave group mind, unconscious mind, and that whole organism has a charge, positive or negative, and that you could lose a few thousand people here or there, and it does not affect the existence of the whole organism. It does not affect the purpose of the whole organism, has no appreciable effect. And he says. . . .well did I read that to you? The decay or the survival of a single atom in the cat's body has no appreciable effect on the total animal, but the wave function of the cat must include the state of every atom in its body, and the combination is astronomically more complex than the wave function of the single atom. Why? Because they are canceling each other out. What I am trying to tell you is that the whole movement of the human race - we are all atoms in this super body and one here or there does not make any difference, but as the Lord Jesus Christ starts manifesting in more and more atoms it is going to change the whole nature of the whole organism, and the Lord told me years ago that He is a virus. The Lord Jesus Christ is a virus, or He is functioning as a virus invading this organism as He fully intends to kill it. The Lord Jesus Christ fully intends to bring this organism as it now exists to a complete end and it will cease to exist, and Satan and Leviathan are risen up as antibodies to destroy the Lord Jesus Christ and when He is appearing in men they are looking to destroy those men, because their very life depends on it. Jesus. I would like to go over this one too. Still Schrodinger's cat remains a popular metaphor for the possibility of demonstrating a linkage between the ultra small realm of Quantum Mechanics and the classical or macroscopic world of every day experience. It also illustrates the quantum paradox that allows a single particle to be in multiple states or places at the same time, and I told you about the episode of Star Trek that I saw. I am really sorry that I erased the tap, but it was about Warf ? and he had accidentally passed through a spiritual doorway where he was bouncing back and forth between multiple realities, but it was not until he started to go back, it wasn't until he discovered that the way to deliver him from bouncing around from multiple realities which was very stressful was to go back through that spiritual doorway, and as he headed back through that spiritual doorway in this Star Trek episode the whole space filled up with duplicates of the Enterprise and each ship had a crew on it. So what am I saying? I am drunk in the spirit. Lord, help me preach this message. This principle of Quantum Mechanics allows a single particle to be in multiple states, and I would like to review - does anybody remember how that happens? I know I am supposed to review this.

When a particle passes through a filter or passes through two slits that are open in a wall, the particle divided into two parts and it appears on the other side of the wall as both a particle and a wave, and then that particle and that wave begin to interact with one another. Brethren, this is what happened. This is what happened when the water part of the seminal fluid separated from the sperm, and the sperm appeared in the form of Adam at the time, and Adam incarnated as Cain and Abel. You see, there was just Adam and he was the reflection of Jehovah that was abiding on the waters that the seed of life, Elohim, had entered into this world. Then the waters withdrew from the seed and had an interaction with the seed, we found it in the scriptures. It says Cain invaded Adam and married him, and the next thing that happened was that Adam incarnated, Adam passed through the wall, Adam passed through into the visible world and he came through double. He came through as a wave and a particle. Who was the particle? Answer: Cain Why is Cain the particle? Answer: Cain was solid. Sheila: Yes Answer: and Abel was spiritual, the wave is spiritual. Yes. You came close Mary, you said he was covered with the earth, right? Cain actually was made of the earth. Cain was the waters of life that the earth had saturated, that he had saturated the earth in herself. So he wasn't covered with the earth, but he was the earth. Cain is a combination of the earth and the waters of life. He is the earth in that form. Abel is the spiritual one. The wave is the spiritual one. This is just so exciting to me to find this after we preached that other message. I am going to say it again, the waters of life separated from the sperm, and then that which was supposed to be one but was now two had an ungodly incestuous interaction with each other and pierced through the wall as two, Cain and Abel, particle and wave. So that is how an atom can appear in two places at the same time. How does an atom appear in multiple places at the same time? Anybody remember? Once they appeared as two, a particle and a wave, in this visible world they continue to interact with one another. Is that not what happened? Abel was interacting with Cain, and it was a positive reaction, but Cain broke away from Abel, rebelled against him, became the serpent, and the serpent started having a negative reaction. the serpent rose up and took authority over Abel and started having negative, incestuous relationship with Abel and the end of it is that we are now living in a world, or existing in a world, that has trillions of particles that came out of one particle. And it is perverse. We are not supposed to be this way. And I see what is happening in this world, exactly what I saw on that Star Trek episode. They were all those Enterprises scattered across space. Each one had a crew, each one was its own reality, and they knew if Warf ? went back through that spiritual door they would cease to exist, and they were screaming. They were mad, almost insane. They would not go back, they would not go back. Back into what? Into the one. This is what has happened to us, and Jehovah has sent the Lord Jesus Christ to gather His Son Abel out of all of us, gather us together and bring us back through that keyhole. Brethren, what do you think Jesus was talking about when He talked about going through the eye of the needle? We all have to come together into that narrow place. He talks about a narrow place, doesn't He? We have to come together and go back through that door. Jesus said, I am the door. He is our way back into the spiritual world of God, and people panic at the thought of giving up their independent life style or the independent existence. I have to tell you, as a mortal man I panic also but I have faith in my God, and I know that even joined in one has to be better than we have here. I don't understand it. I don't understand being joined in one, but I do know that when we pass through to the other side. Let me say it again, when Adam pierced through into this visible world he became two and started to multiply. We are piercing back, we are going back through the door, we are going back through, and we are going to be concentrated again. Adam pierced through and he expanded. We are going back through the door, and we are going to be concentrated again. I cannot imagine what that will be like, and the only thing I know for sure is we are not taking these animal bodies back with us. These animal bodies must cease to exist. Why must they cease to exist? Anybody know? Answer: They are not the creation of God. Sheila: That is true but more technically, I am looking for a technical answer. These bodies are made out of clay, and the clay is formed from the earth and the watery part of the seminal fluid, and the watery part of the seminal fluid has to go back to the spermatozoa. It has to go back to the sperm. It cannot stay saturated with her. It is a perversion. These bodies have to come down. Why? Because Cain is being extracted. Cain will be extracted. She has to go back to Abel so that the two can come together so that Adam can rise from the dead. So we see all of these particles of humanity are going back into this single door, into this narrow way, and the scripture says that sin cannot enter in through this door, and everybody says yea and amen, yea and amen and then I say unto you brethren these bodies are sin. These bodies are sin. The only thing that is going through the door is your spirit, the wave. Only the wave is going back through the door. The particle is going to return to earth. Well, I don't know. Maybe the earth is going back through the door, I am not really sure because there will be earth in the spiritual creation, but let me put it to you this way: they are not going back in this combination. If the earth does go back through the door, which it may be, it is not going back in this condition. The water has to rejoin with Abel, and they cannot do that when they are sustaining the clay. The body has to come down. I am absolutely drunk in the spirit tonight, I hope I am making some kind of sense here. What I am trying to say and having a lot of trouble saying is that the particle may be going back also, the particles of earth, but they have to separate to go back. That is what I am trying to go back. The particle and wave cannot go through together. They have to separate to go back. So when the particle and the wave of the human being separate this body is going to cease to exist. I hope I am making some sense tonight.

(There is indistinguishable discussion about the earth and breath.) Rather than being solid like it was clay will that go back to the original formation where the dust and the breath join? Sheila: Well, your guess is as good as mine, but it sounds good to me. The answer is no because when we go back we are not going back to where we came from but we are going forward, and we are going on to be the last Adam. We started out with the dust and the breath as the first Adam, but our restoration is to be the last Adam. We are not going back to that condition again. Is everybody O.K.? I'm not O.D. What a strange night. I ask everybody to pray for me because I could not work up any kind, not that I would work it up, but I did not have any kind of anointing, and the anointing came up so strong that I am passing here. Well Father, praise the Lord. What a strange night. He is a wonderful God.

Did I make that clear? Let me give it to you again. When Adam incarnated he divided into particle and wave, Cain and Abel, and they continued to increase and we now have a world that is filled with trillions of human beings which are both particles and waves, and we are all going back into the spirit world. We are going back into one, and the scripture bears that out when it talks about the reconciliation or the coming together of all things, but we are not going back in this form. Now listen brethren, when we were on the other side, when we were in the spiritual world where Adam was immortal we did not look like we look now. Whatever he looked like, I don't know what he looked like, but when he came into this world you all know there were three stages of the fall, and eventually we took on this form. It is not realistic to think that we are going back to the spiritual world of God in this form because when we came out of the spiritual world of God, we changed; therefore, it is reasonable to expect to change when we go back. We are not going back to being the first Adam. We are going on to be the last Adam, but we are going on back into the spiritual world. It is not realistic to expect to take the garments that we wear in this visible physical world into the spiritual visible world. It is not realistic. Whenever there is a change of location, there is a change of form. The scriptures prove that out. There is a change of name and there is a change of form. It is a big problem brethren. I've seen more manifestation of all the things that I preach that are so shocking and painful to human beings, one of the most shocking and painful is this truth that you are not taking your body with you. The men of Judah went into captivity into Babylon, and Jeremiah told them, get married, have children, plant your vineyards, you will be there for a long time, do your thing. I don't think he told them to get married, but I think he told them to plant their vineyards, and many of the Jewish men married Babylonian women, but when Ezra and Nehemiah started leading the Jews back to Jerusalem they clearly told all these Jewish men that had married Babylonian women, you cannot take your wife with you, and you cannot take your child with you, choose this day who you are going to serve. Are you going to come back and serve Jehovah and come back to Jerusalem or are you going to stay with your wife. You cannot have both. Now look brethren, you are spirit, and I am spirit and we are spirit. We are married to the serpent. Jesus told the Pharisees, you are vipers. He wasn't calling them names. He was telling them that you are the offspring of the serpent. That is why you don't recognize me, He said. You can't take your wife with you. This body, you can't take this body with you. You can't take your carnal mind with you. It is only the mind of Christ that's going in. Your New Man is going in, Christ Jesus. Your old man is not going in, and this body is the expression of your old man so your old man is not going in. Neither is the outer court going in. It is going to be tread under the feet of the Gentiles. You have to come out of your body. You have to vibrate out of your body. Boy, there has been a resistance to this. People get real mad at me for this, but I am telling you the truth.

Strange though it seems, the quantum equivalent of Schrodinger's cat has long been known to be a reality. For example, a photon of light or a single electron can behave both as a particle and a wave. It can be beamed at a barrier, pierced by two slits in such a way that it can pass through either slit with equal probability. When that happens it passes through both slits and afterwards the particle wave and its dopleganger can be re-combined. What does that mean? Adam passed through, he became Cain and Abel and at the proper time they could be re-combined. Adam is going to be restored. Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, you see. Humpty Dumpty had a great fall and all the kings horses, actually it is all the queen's horses, could not put him back together again, but Jesus Christ or Jehovah through Jesus Christ can put him back together again. Jehovah can put him back together again. This writer is calling them twins. This can be done so that the twins interfere with each other producing a pattern of fringes and combined waves. In other words, he is just saying this in another way, what I just said. Cain and Abel are interacting with each other. The question is, how are they interacting? When Cain is in submission to Abel she is the woman, and when she is in rebellion to Abel she is the serpent. This teaching is saying that as the twins, as the particle and the wave interact with each other they produce a pattern of fringes in their combined wave in which the crests and trows ? either reinforce each other or cancel each other, proof that the particle has been physically divided into separate states. Now isn't that interesting? People go around killing each other every day. What ever they are saying it applies to human life. Two people coming together, they can reinforce one another or you can cancel each other out. They can kill each other or they can build a relationship that will produce Godly fruit. What I hear him saying, I think maybe I did not understand this myself. He says, when it passes through the slits, it passes through both slits - I may not have this correct - well, according to what he is saying here the particle wave when it passes through to the other side becomes two twins that are both particles and waves. they become twins or doplegangers (that is the German word for your exact double). Now up until this point I have been telling you that when the atom passes through the slits it breaks down into a particle and a wave, but according to this paragraph I just read here I guess I did not pick this up before, that is not what he is saying. He is saying that it becomes two exact duplicate atoms. I believe I could fit that into the revelation that we have on Cain and Abel. I do believe that at one point when we were in Genesis 4, it did come forth that Cain and Abel technically both female, but because Jehovah made Abel the priest, but Abel is a mortal male, he is mortal, and if you are mortal you are female. Now, Jehovah gave Abel an imputed anointing, gave Abel the authority so perhaps this is what happened. Look brethren when I give you a message like this I am learning with you. Perhaps this is what happened. Adam pierced through and he came through as two particles where he was one, now he was two, and they were both mortal, but Jehovah said that Abel was the male and what that means is that some how Jehovah anointed Abel to manifest his wave condition, and Cain was relegated to her particle condition. It is the best I can do at the moment.

Let us go on. The novelty of the experiment at the National Institute of Standards and Technology is that the scientists succeeded in separating two states of a single atom in space. I think what's happening here is that the author of this article is talking about two possibilities because the paragraph that I just read you, this is what I have been talking about and this is the third part of the message, now listen, the scientists succeeded in separating two states of a single atom. That means the wave and the particle state was separated so apparently what this article is saying is that both are possible. When the atom passes through the slits, it can either divide into a particle and a wave state or it can divide into two completely identical twins.

We are talking now about an experiment that separated the particle and the wave state. I am trying not to read this to you directly because it gets very technical. What they did was, they took the atom which had an orbital, remember the orbital was two electrons in the outer shell and I will have to put this on the board for you.

Please note the drawing on the board. There are two neutrons and two protons in the nucleus of this atom, and there should be two electrons in the outer orbital, but in this experiment one of the electrons was removed in a laboratory situation and thus we have an electrically charged atom. If it had two electrons. . . .electrical charge, what does that mean. It means that it is unsatisfied. It's charged, and it is looking to interact with another atom. According to this experiment, atoms in this condition behave in what they call a spin behavior. I'll read you this. This lone atom has a 50/50 chance of being either in a spit up state or a spin down state, and the scientists used the word spin because the atom in this condition, see it is not balanced, it lost one of its electrons, it is not balanced, and it tends to spin just like a top would spin. That's why that word is being used in this scientific discipline, and it is a 50/50 chance whether the atom will spin up or spin down. Now in the laboratory pressure was put upon this electron, was put upon the whole atom, and the pressure was determined to induce the atom's outer electron to oscillate, go back and forth, very rapidly between up and down spins. In other words, there was an artificial pressure put upon this electron to make it go back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, very quickly and with this oscillation, this going back and forth, in the laboratory the scientists were able to completely divide this atom into two identical twins. This is very interesting, listen to this next paragraph. By repeating the experiment many times while slightly varying the conditions, the group was able to make a kind of movie that visualizes the process of pulling apart and then recombining the two versions of the atom producing tell tale interference patterns. That means, this is what is coming to my mind right now, going all the way back when we did the series on Ezekiel 1, we found scriptures in Ezekiel 1 describing how the image which is this world is appearing through a rapid interaction coming together and pulling away, coming together and pulling away. Does anybody remember that? Was it tape #38 when we did Ezekiel 1? It was at that point that the Lord gave me the revelation that this world is an illusion. It is an image that is produced by a method similar to the light shining through rapidly moving movie film, and the only reason that it is so solid and so real to us is that we are part of the image. We are part of the image so it is real to us, but to a life form that is not subject to the image that this world is, it is just a dream or something that they could walk into or walk out of. If you would like to understand what I am talking about more, watch a few Star trek episodes and watch their experiences on the holodeck. There was a deck on the Enterprise where they have computers that are so sophisticated that they can literally create worlds. That may not have been very clear to you. This computer on the holodeck has the ability, for example, to create a room like this with people in it. If any members of the Enterprise want to experience - let's say we wind up being written up in history somehow, and they wanted to experience being in this ministry at this time. They could program that holodeck to reproduce this room in each and every one of us would be sitting there, and the members of the Enterprise would come in and interact with us, but the image that was produced by the computer of us and of this room here could not exist except for the holodeck. The star fleet officers had an existence off of the holodeck and they could also come into the holodeck and experience everything that we are experiencing here. The could come and go, but we could not go or we would cease to exist. Our existence was computer generated, and we could only exist so long as we stayed in that holodeck. Jesus Christ can come and go. He can leave this world. He can come into this world, but we are subject to this world, and this world is an image that is created by a mind which is superior to any individual mind here, and the way this image is formed is through a series of rapid coming together and pulling apart, coming together and pulling apart, and I haven't taught this in a long time and I am sorry if somebody thinks I am a pervert, I am just preaching the word of God. there is a spiritual sexual intercourse going on between the serpent and Abel, and it is a constant coming together and pulling apart and coming together and pulling apart that does not sustain the image of this world, but literally recreates it from second to second. That was revealed to us in our Series 38 in our study of Ezekiel l, and here is a Quantum Mechanics witness to that. Listen to what it is saying. It is really amazing. First, two doublegangers are formed. One atom is divided into two atoms in a laboratory setting, and then they repeat the experiment many times while slightly varying the conditions, and they were able to make a kind of movie that visualizes the process of pulling apart and then recombining the two versions of the atom producing tell-tale interference patterns, I am not really sure what that means so I'll skip over it. Monroe imagines the process as something like a pair of mutually repellent marbles just rolling around of the opposite sides of the bowl.

I will just read this to you. I don't know if it will make any sense or not. Monroe imagines the process as something like a mutually repellent marbles at the opposite rims of a bowl with a round bottom and the two marbles are allowed to roll down the sides, meet, and pass right through each other and roll up the other side, and they continue this oscillation, this going back and forth, indefinitely. Isn't that interesting? It makes like unto a movie. Incredible. You see, if you put any object in this room under a microscope you would see that there is activity in it. I don't care how dead the substance seems to be, if you use a strong enough microscope there is movement in every object in this world, living or dead. There is movement. This world is an image. We are on a holodeck. We are here and we cannot exist off the holodeck. Jesus Christ is the only one who was born into the spiritual realm of God. He is the first begotten of the dead. He is the first one who got out of here and survived because when you leave this world. . . .because if you are dead when you are here, and we are all dead. Jesus is the only one who's alive. Even though life is in us at this point. If you have the Holy Spirit or if you have Christ Jesus, life is in you but you are not alive. How do I know you are not alive? Because if I shoot you, you would die. That life which is within you has to swallow you up and make you whole within Himself, and this is a process that takes time. Jesus is going to lead captivity captive. He is going to take us off the holodeck. The first begotten of the dead, He now has access to Jacob's ladder. Angels going from heaven to earth and from earth to heaven. He is the first of the Zadok priesthood who serves in the heavenlies and in the earth, and He has to change his garment when He appears in this world. He looks different, and when He is appearing in the heavenlies, and He is coming down to get us, and He is going to lead us, we who have been taken captive by the serpent and we who are the captivity, He is going to take us captive and He is going to ascend, and we are going to ascend with Him. We are going to pass through the door, we are going to pass through Him, and we are going to enter into the spiritual worlds of our Father, and then we too will have an existence outside of the holodeck, and we will be coming in and out trying to get all of the members of humanity to rise from the dead and be born again into this spiritual world of our Father. The spiritual world of God is invisible, and the Father wanted to have a visible world. He wanted a holodeck, brethren. But the serpent formed an imperfect and perverse holodeck where there is pain and torment and death and sickness and betrayal and hatred and anger and rage. The serpent got a hold of the computer that formed the holodeck. Does anybody know what I am talking about? But Christ Jesus is going to apprehend the computer that forms the holodeck. Christ Jesus is going to reprogram that computer, and the holodeck that now exists, or the program which now exists in the holodeck is going to roll up like a scroll. It is just going to cease to exist brethren. It is just an illusion. It is just going to vaporize, and the computer which exists in the mid of Christ Jesus is going to form another image in the very same place where the evil image exists.

Paul said, we don't know what we shall be but we see Jesus. You know, I always thought that scripture meant, well we don't really know what we are going to be like after we go to heaven, but I've had a thought floating around in my mind all day today that that is not what Paul meant. Paul had the revelation that there is going to be two resurrections. There is going to be a resurrection of the righteous, a resurrection of the just and a resurrection of the unjust, and we don't know what we are going to be until we are born. It used to be years ago before the serpent came up with all these ultra light machines you did not know what sex your baby was until he was born. You did not know if you had a boy or a girl until he was born, and what's more your baby did not even know if he was a boy or a girl until you told him. You have to teach your children what sex they are. They don't know. Brethren, we are inutero, and there is no guarantee what we are going to be when we are born. There is a 50/50 chance whether we will be a boy or a girl, but we see Jesus. What does that mean? It means somebody made it, you see. Somebody was born as a manchild. The manchild was born. He did it. We see Jesus. We now have this hope that He did it, and we can be born as a manchild too or as a part of the manchild. It has already been done so we don't know what we are going to be because it is only a 50/50 chance what we are going to be, but we see Jesus and we know it is possible, and we know that He went and He prepared a place for us. He made a way for us to do it. He made a way for us to get there, so we who have this hope of appearing with Jesus Christ purifieth ourselves, and we willingly die to the things of this world as the Lord takes them from us because we have this hope that Christ is in us, our hope of glorification.

Any questions or comments? Question: Remember when we were talking about going back and being changed again and going into the filter again? Could that possibly be the wave? Instead of a particle it would be light, a beam of light? Sheila: Well it could be because this article was talking about that. Remember I talked about a photon of light? For example, a photon of light or a single electron can behave both as a particle and as a wave. Yes, so it can be light. Question: I was just thinking of the saying in the world, or people saying, we are on the same wave length. Sheila: What does that mean? It means we are vibrating at the same frequency, at the same rate of speed. I think I mentioned this on Part 2 of this message. The Kingdom of God is within us, but we have to get into it. We have to get into it. Life is within us. We have to line up with it, and get into it before we can live out of it, and you have to vibrate at the same frequency. We have to do what it is doing if we want to line up with it, if we want to get inside of it. We have to draw near. Doesn't the scripture say, draw near unto me and I will draw near unto you. I know in one of our studies, I think it was in one of the chapters of Zephaniah where we looked up all the words in the Hebrew. Well, maybe not that. It might have been our study of Jacob prevailed. I think it was in Jacob prevailed. Yes. The Hebrew indicated that Christ Jesus who was being formed in Jacob was drawing him near, like you draw a ship near when you want to dock it, actually apprehending him. If you want to enter into the Kingdom of Heaven you have to start drawing near to the Kingdom of Heaven and how do you draw near? You have to act like the Kingdom of Heaven. You have to follow the rules and the principles and laws of the Kingdom of Heaven. And what are the rules and laws of the Kingdom of Heaven? Seek ye first the Kingdom of Heaven. It has to be the most important thing in your life, and if it is the second most important think in your life you are not going to be vibrating on the same frequency. You can't do it by yourself, but Jesus knows a willing heart when He sees it. You have to be willing to give up everything. You have to pant after the Lord. You have to lust after Him. It is O.K. to lust after God. When you lust after God, the scripture does not call it lust. It calls it desire, but you look that word up in the Hebrew. It is a very strong word, desire, and it literally means a legal lust. It is O.K. to lust after God. Now don't fool yourself if you are lusting after power with God. That is not acceptable. If you are lusting after a ministry that is going to build your ego that's not acceptable. You have to be lusting after Him. You have to want Him because you have a revelation that in Him is life, that in Him is every need met, every would healed, in Him, a relationship with Him. Nothing wrong with wanting to be healed, but if you are seeking Him because you want power you will never capture Him. Never. If you are seeking Him because you want the praises of men you will never get it. But if you are seeking Him because you have a revelation that He is the only one in this whole world that will never let you down, never ever ever, let you down. Never fail you, never betray you. He is the only person available to us humans down here who is incapable of betrayal, and if you have that revelation that in Him is every good thing then you lust for Him. You lust for Him, and there is no condemnation in it. That is the rule of the Kingdom of God. That is how you get close enough. that is how you draw near. That is how you get close enough to jump in. You have to be willing to give up everything. Now that doesn't mean you give it up. It is the condition of your heart. He must be the most important thing in your life for you to jump on to the band wagon. If He is not, you will never be in the right place at the right time, and you could be jumping but you would never get on. I'll tell you something Brethren, it is not an easy walk. It is not an easy walk. The angel in the book of Revelation ate the scroll, and it was sweet in his mouth but it was bitter in his belly. The spiritual life is glorious, but it can be very painful to the flesh. We are living in two worlds. We are dead and alive at the same time. If you choose to follow after death, you may have pleasure but you may have pain and you will die. If you choose to follow after life, after it is all over you will have pleasure but while the transition is going on you will have a lot of pain, maybe some pleasure, but a lot of pain. But brethren when the manchild is born in the morning you will forget all of the sorrows of the long dark night, and that manchild, you shall be saved in that birthing of that manchild.

I would like to say a few words about this anointing that is here tonight brethren. It is a different anointing than we have been used to. We went to see an Evangelist the other night, and an anointing fell there. It was an anointing of joy, and at the end there was a woman dancing around taking her shoes off, and that is fine, she was happy, she was energized. This anointing that's pouring forth here does not energize. It brings peace. It covers you like a blanket. I have a particular physical problem in my body. Every time an anointing like this falls, I wake up in the morning and the problem is greatly improved, just a temporary improvement. this sounds very strange, but I can tell when I have been under the anointing by the way it affects my body the next morning. There is healing in this. I am not saying there was not healing in the other anointing. I am not against the other anointing. I just am trying to point out to you that there are different kinds of anointings. This is the anointing that slays you in the spirit. If you are hearing this tape and you have ever had that experience. In the Pentecostal churches it usually takes someone to lay hands on you for you to go out in the spirit, but this anointing is coming as the word is preached. This is the anointing that brings deliverance and healing with the preaching of the doctrine of Christ. It is a different anointing. The other anointing is good, but this is a more mature anointing and it brings peace. That's what is here tonight and every once in a while it gets so thick that I have trouble preaching because when everybody leaves tonight I am just going to make a bee-line for the bed. I am passing out, and there is healing in it so I am looking forward to a healing.

I hope you enjoyed this message because I was preaching it on automatic pilot.